And I thought these jumbledy, mixed-up feelings I've been having was because I was trying to come to grips with the fact that I'll be living the rest of my life without my beloved, and trying to move on from it. I've barely written a word since he passed, but lately my mind is fermenting, much in the way you describe.
It’s very likely both. Move slowly. Don’t force the words if they don’t want to come out on paper. But you really need to get them out of you, try sending yourself some voice notes. It gives the words a place to land. Another Temple member has lost her husband too. My deepest condolences to you both 💐
And I thought these jumbledy, mixed-up feelings I've been having was because I was trying to come to grips with the fact that I'll be living the rest of my life without my beloved, and trying to move on from it. I've barely written a word since he passed, but lately my mind is fermenting, much in the way you describe.
It’s very likely both. Move slowly. Don’t force the words if they don’t want to come out on paper. But you really need to get them out of you, try sending yourself some voice notes. It gives the words a place to land. Another Temple member has lost her husband too. My deepest condolences to you both 💐